Music Monday

California Dreamin' - The Mamas & The Papas
(Just because it was hard to leave paradise)

all the leaves are brown
and the sky is grey
I've been for a walk
on a winter's day

I'd be safe and warm
if I was in L.A
California Dreamin'
on such a winter's day

stopped into a church
I passed along the way
well, I got down on my knees
and I pretend to pray

you know the preacher likes the cold
he knows I'm gonna stay
California Dreamin'
on such a winter's day

all the leaves are brown
and the sky is grey
I've been for a walk
on a winter's day

if I didn't tell her
I could leave today
California Dreamin'
on such a winter's day

"California Dreaming Lyrics - California Dreaming." Lyrics. Web. 08 May 2011. 

         <http://www.lyricsbox.com/california-dreaming-lyrics-california-dreaming-4bph65b.html>. 

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to all you moms out there. You all deserve kudos for the job you do.

And to my own mom.  You were the most amazing woman EVER.  I love and miss you and will think of you everyday until I see you again.

Home Again, Home Again. Jiggity Jig.

Well, I am back in Texas. I had a wonderful time in San Diego. It really is, in my opinion, heaven on earth. Just gorgeous. Perfect weather and beautiful scenery. It really would take only the slightest (realistic) nudge and I would be there permanently in a heartbeat. Of course, I always get nudges from my family on the West Coast to move there. It would make more sense, since I am closer to them than the the Texas crew.

Oh well. The trip is over and I'm back to reality.

I did email EdenFantasys and let them know I would like to participate in the toy review program. Should be interesting. We'll see how my writing skills work on that! Hmmmm..... Maybe I should start reading some erotica just to prepare for it. ;-)

I went toy shopping while in San Diego. With my sister and niece, no less. See what I mean? They really are more my kind of people. Oh, I forgot. I'm back to reality.  I got some of those supposedly low pain tweezer nipple clamps.  Pfft!  Not!  Maybe I'm too enthusiastic and had them too tight, but tight they were. I didn't wear them too long.  Really just tried them on to see how they worked.  Oh and they have the little chain that I can pull.  That's nice.  That's better than the clothespins I've been using.  Clothespins don't always stay on when I try to pull them.

And I got a few other toys.  I will tell about those later because apparently I'm to start training with them soon.

*Gulps*

And I'm willingly doing this to myself?  LOL.

Just wanted to say hello again.  I missed my blog family while away.

Music Monday

Nine Inch Nails:  Closer
(My favorite NIN song)

You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you
(Help me...)
I broke apart my insides
(Help me...)
I've got no soul to sell
(Help me...)
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself,

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything

(Help me...)
You tear down my reason
(Help me...)
It's your sex I can smell
(Help me...)
You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

Through every forest
Above the trees
Within my stomach
Scraped off my knees
I drink the honey, inside your hive...
You are the reason I stay alive...

"NINE INCH NAILS - CLOSER LYRICS." Lyrics. Web. 28 Apr. 2011. <http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/closer-lyrics-nine-inch-nails/63c17f47752ce85748256cc60024516f>.

I'm Leaving On a Jet Plane

Remember that song?  When I was younger, much younger, (God, I can't believe I'm saying things like that) it seems like that song was the one playing when my morning alarm would sound.  I remember it produced in me feelings of hollowness and loneliness.  Crazy how I react to music.  Something about musical lyrics and I just seem to go someplace else.  Good or bad.

Speaking of going someplace else.  I really am leaving on a jet plane. I'll be in San Diego (aka Heaven) for a week.  I'll just have to suffer through it!  Hehehe. It would only take the slightest nudge for me to not ever leave the place.  That's how much I love San Diego. I have a arm's length list of things I want to do while there:  Wild Animal Park, Balboa Park, Coronado Island (mainly for the bridge, I love that bridge), the Harbor, Gas Lamp District, margaritas at this yummy Mexican food place in the Old Town, etc, etc, etc.

Maybe I'll blog pictures.  That way I won't be remiss in reporting again.  And maybe I'll have other stuff to report. We'll see.

Remiss at Reporting my Whereabouts

I know that is not even close to a correct alliteration. And I respectfully request your reprieve for both the rotten literary effort and for being remiss at reporting.

Various and sundry things have kept me occupied this week.  I want to report on them, but not sure what to say yet.  So, regretfully, I will have to leave you in suspense.  I know, I know. Everyone is dying to hear about what is happening in my life, right?

*Sigh*

One strange thing happened this week.  EdenFantasys contacted me about their review in exchange for a toy opportunity.  Really?  I have all of 10 followers.  But, hey.  Who am I to turn down free toys.  I want some of those nipple clamps LittleMonkey just tried.  Oh yes! Actually, at first I was really excited. Now I have performance anxiety and I'm a little hesitant to accept the offer.  My writing tends to be so reflective and intense.  And if it doesn't conform to the former quality, then it tends to be technical - cut and dry.  Not the exactly stuff that makes for titillating reviews of toys.  We'll see.

Peace and love,
poured out

Music Monday

Enigma:  Mea Culpa

Turn off the light,
take a deep breath and relax
O Sacrum Convivium
recolitur passionis eius
Je ne dors plus (Je ne dors plus)
Je te desire (Je te desire)
Je veux aller au bout de mes fantasmes
Je sais que c'est interdit
Prends moi (Prends moi)
Je suis a toi (Je suis a toi)
Mea culpa (Mea culpa)
Turn off the light,
take a deep breath and relax
Prends moi (Prends moi)
Je suis a toi (Je suis a toi)
Mea Culpa (Mea culpa)
O Sacrum Convivium
recolitur passionis eius
Prends moi (Prends moi)
Je suis a toi (Je suis a toi)
Prends moi (Prends moi)
Je suis a toi (Je suis a toi)
Mea Culpa (Mea culpa)
Prends moi (Prends moi)
Je suis a toi (Je suis a toi)
Mea Culpa Prends moi
Je suis a toi Mea Culpa (Mea culpa)
Prends moi
Je suis a toi
Mea Culpa
Turn off the light,
take a deep breath and relax
Prends moi (Prends moi)
Je suis a toi (Je suis a toi)
Mea Culpa (Mea culpa)

Translation
Turn of the light,
take a deep breath and relax
O Sacret Banquet
His passion is renewed
I can't sleep anymore
I desire you
I want to go to the end of my fantasies
I know it's forbidden
Take me
I'm yours
I'm guilty
Turn off the light,
take a deep breath and relax
Take me
I'm yours
I'm guilty
O Sacred Banquet
His passion is renewed
Take me
I'm yours
Take me
I'm yours
I'm guilty
Take me
I'm yours
I'm guilty
I'm yours, I'm guilty
Take me
I'm yours
I'm guilty
Turn off the light,
take a deep breath and relax
Take me
I'm yours
I'm guilty


"ENIGMA - MEA CULPA LYRICS." Lyrics. Web. 24 Apr. 2011. <http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/mea-culpa-lyrics-enigma/73f8d4e93d917f694825687700209f4d>.