I'm not sure if it is coincidence, if Sir "stalks" my comments, or (more than likely) Sir and I just like the same things, but I got my pussy spanked two times yesterday.
Oh, that is the beginning of a very good year!
And you may wonder why Sir wouldn't know how much I enjoy being spanked like that. Well, I have this thing about not telling Sir my preferences. I guess I would liken it to topping from the bottom. To me, TTWD really is about what pleases Sir. I am so happy so long as I am pleasing him. So, I don't attempt to direct anything that happens in our sessions. About the only thing I ever ask is if I can change positions, which means can I get off my knees.
I've never told Sir this. He'll know now. LOL. And I'm certain if Sir doesn't like this, it will change.
SSO
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Monday, January 2, 2012
Happy New Year
I hope everyone has had a wonderful Holiday season and the New Year is off to a great start. I've been absent for awhile. My work schedule has been absolutely insane. Working 60+ hours a week. And on call every other weekend to boot.
It has really put a dent into the amount of time I've been able to spend with Sir. That's been the toughest part of it. Don't get me wrong, we still spend lots of time together. It's more like a torrent turned into a trickle. Well, more than a trickle. LOL. But, I guess Sir and I are both insatiable.
Lately, Sir's schedule has been crazier than mine. It was difficult not being able to spend as much time with him. Sir always seems to find time, though. Which amazes me. If I had to keep his schedule, they'd be carting me on a stretcher before too long.
We made up for lost time this morning, though. LOL. Sir took everything he could this morning. I love when he leaves me, quite literally, just depleted. I love giving Sir everything he wants. I love making him happy and pleasing him.
With the New Year usually comes some reflection and thinking about the future. I thought about how my life has changed this year being with Sir. He brings so much to my life and I'm so thankful for him. I'm happier, calmer and more stable than I have ever been. Sounds funny to say the man who ties me up and spanks me is the most normal and balanced addition to of my life. I have loved the time I've been with Sir. I love serving him. I look forward to the coming year with Sir and all that it will bring.
Thank you Sir for all the wonderful things you give to me. Although I serve you, submit to you and obey you, you give me so much. Happy New Year!
SSO
It has really put a dent into the amount of time I've been able to spend with Sir. That's been the toughest part of it. Don't get me wrong, we still spend lots of time together. It's more like a torrent turned into a trickle. Well, more than a trickle. LOL. But, I guess Sir and I are both insatiable.
Lately, Sir's schedule has been crazier than mine. It was difficult not being able to spend as much time with him. Sir always seems to find time, though. Which amazes me. If I had to keep his schedule, they'd be carting me on a stretcher before too long.
We made up for lost time this morning, though. LOL. Sir took everything he could this morning. I love when he leaves me, quite literally, just depleted. I love giving Sir everything he wants. I love making him happy and pleasing him.
With the New Year usually comes some reflection and thinking about the future. I thought about how my life has changed this year being with Sir. He brings so much to my life and I'm so thankful for him. I'm happier, calmer and more stable than I have ever been. Sounds funny to say the man who ties me up and spanks me is the most normal and balanced addition to of my life. I have loved the time I've been with Sir. I love serving him. I look forward to the coming year with Sir and all that it will bring.
Thank you Sir for all the wonderful things you give to me. Although I serve you, submit to you and obey you, you give me so much. Happy New Year!
SSO
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Hitting the Spot
Sometimes that is a harder task than it seems it should be.
My latest sex toy to review from edenfantasys, Jenna's Velvet G g-spot vibrator, was designed to "hit the spot."
Sir started out using the toy on my boobs. Sir loves playing with my boobs. He quite often stimulates them using my Hitachi and wanted to see how this toy compared. I suppose it wasn't a fair match up to begin with --- a smaller battery operated toy matched against Mr. Hitachi. There really wasn't enough power behind the toy to feel the stimulation.
Sir is a patient man. He rarely goes straight for the main event. He loves building up the anticipation. This being his practice, he went next for another sensitive spot. Again he often uses Mr. Hitachi here as well. Same scenario. Not really enough power to feel much stimulation.
Now Sir is ready to get down to business. We try the toy for it's intended purpose --- to hit the spot!
I'm not sure if it was a mismatch between the toy and my anatomy or just a design issue, but the toy just didn't work for me. It was actually a bit painful. It felt like it was somehow got hooked inside me. Also, it was a bit loud. Noise usually isn't a huge distraction for me, but this was distracting.
It was three strikes for some of Sir's favorite activities. So I guess the toy is out! But, there are lots of other options for g-spot vibrators, so I'm sure we will be trying one soon. If you try one, read the reviews. They are very helpful.
We were in fits of laughter after my description of how the toy felt and it getting three strikes. But, three strikes does not mean the end of the game. Especially not in Sir's game plan. So, he says, "Let's see if we can get you back in the mood." Ummmmm.... Yes, that's not hard to do. Especially when I know what it is on Sir's mind.
My latest sex toy to review from edenfantasys, Jenna's Velvet G g-spot vibrator, was designed to "hit the spot."
Sir started out using the toy on my boobs. Sir loves playing with my boobs. He quite often stimulates them using my Hitachi and wanted to see how this toy compared. I suppose it wasn't a fair match up to begin with --- a smaller battery operated toy matched against Mr. Hitachi. There really wasn't enough power behind the toy to feel the stimulation.
Sir is a patient man. He rarely goes straight for the main event. He loves building up the anticipation. This being his practice, he went next for another sensitive spot. Again he often uses Mr. Hitachi here as well. Same scenario. Not really enough power to feel much stimulation.
Now Sir is ready to get down to business. We try the toy for it's intended purpose --- to hit the spot!
I'm not sure if it was a mismatch between the toy and my anatomy or just a design issue, but the toy just didn't work for me. It was actually a bit painful. It felt like it was somehow got hooked inside me. Also, it was a bit loud. Noise usually isn't a huge distraction for me, but this was distracting.
It was three strikes for some of Sir's favorite activities. So I guess the toy is out! But, there are lots of other options for g-spot vibrators, so I'm sure we will be trying one soon. If you try one, read the reviews. They are very helpful.
We were in fits of laughter after my description of how the toy felt and it getting three strikes. But, three strikes does not mean the end of the game. Especially not in Sir's game plan. So, he says, "Let's see if we can get you back in the mood." Ummmmm.... Yes, that's not hard to do. Especially when I know what it is on Sir's mind.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
That Something Feeling
I've written before about different mindsets I have at times when I tell Sir, "Yes Sir." Sometimes, though, there is a feeling I get that I can't quite describe. One of those times happened this morning when I read Sir's response to my morning email.
Sir gives me rituals to keep my focus on him. To focus on my submission to him. One of the rituals is a daily kneeling time. This morning Sir added elements to my kneeling time. The bulk of what Sir added is restated below:
"I feel that time is mine, a time when you focus on your submission to me. And I love that you do it blindfolded, collared, with your crotch rope and your ankles and knees tied. And I have decided I want you to give me even more during your kneeling time. Tie your breasts in bondage and insert your butt plug to show how you serve me."
My reaction to reading Sir's email puzzles me. First, I never even questioned rather or not I would comply with the new requirements. Something just happens to me when Sirs tells me to do something. I tell Sir it makes a certain part of my anatomy twitch. A good twitch. That's the physical reaction. But, there is an emotional reaction as well. And I can't quite define it. At least define it succinctly. Something about it feels like bowing. I have a slight hesitation using such a reverential term describing my submission to Sir. It also feels like a releasing, like a giving of more. It is such a feeling of pleasure for Sir to take more, to give Sir more, to feel more owned.
And I just say, "Yes Sir." And there is so much said in those two little words.
Yes Sir. SSO.
Sir gives me rituals to keep my focus on him. To focus on my submission to him. One of the rituals is a daily kneeling time. This morning Sir added elements to my kneeling time. The bulk of what Sir added is restated below:
"I feel that time is mine, a time when you focus on your submission to me. And I love that you do it blindfolded, collared, with your crotch rope and your ankles and knees tied. And I have decided I want you to give me even more during your kneeling time. Tie your breasts in bondage and insert your butt plug to show how you serve me."
My reaction to reading Sir's email puzzles me. First, I never even questioned rather or not I would comply with the new requirements. Something just happens to me when Sirs tells me to do something. I tell Sir it makes a certain part of my anatomy twitch. A good twitch. That's the physical reaction. But, there is an emotional reaction as well. And I can't quite define it. At least define it succinctly. Something about it feels like bowing. I have a slight hesitation using such a reverential term describing my submission to Sir. It also feels like a releasing, like a giving of more. It is such a feeling of pleasure for Sir to take more, to give Sir more, to feel more owned.
And I just say, "Yes Sir." And there is so much said in those two little words.
Yes Sir. SSO.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
The Dimensions of Submission
I saw a news program recently about doctors using 5D technology in viewing the body. The 4th dimension being the heart beating and the lungs breathing. The 5th dimension is the blood coursing through the veins.
That news clip and something I wrote in a recent post got me thinking about the dimensions of submission. How many ways are there to view submission? How do I view it? How does Sir view it?
I find myself describing my experience with Sir in terms of, what I perceive to be, dimension. He took me higher... He made me go farther... I felt deeper...
Those seem to describe how I feel emotionally.
And sometimes I seem to describe how I feel physically, or in a space/time perspective. I am floaty... I am out of it... I am somewhere else...
To me, it's an intriguing thought how submission to Sir changes me. Is it linear? Am I just progressing along a one-dimensional line? How many dimensions are there? Where have I come from? At point was I in this multi-dimensional experience when I began my submission to Sir. Where am I at now? How much more is there to experience?
When I think of it in those terms, I think infinity. The possibilities of experience seem infinitesimal.
SSO
That news clip and something I wrote in a recent post got me thinking about the dimensions of submission. How many ways are there to view submission? How do I view it? How does Sir view it?
I find myself describing my experience with Sir in terms of, what I perceive to be, dimension. He took me higher... He made me go farther... I felt deeper...
Those seem to describe how I feel emotionally.
And sometimes I seem to describe how I feel physically, or in a space/time perspective. I am floaty... I am out of it... I am somewhere else...
To me, it's an intriguing thought how submission to Sir changes me. Is it linear? Am I just progressing along a one-dimensional line? How many dimensions are there? Where have I come from? At point was I in this multi-dimensional experience when I began my submission to Sir. Where am I at now? How much more is there to experience?
When I think of it in those terms, I think infinity. The possibilities of experience seem infinitesimal.
Escaping the Bounds
I got spanked last night. Actually, I get spanked every night, but this was special. Sir wants me to stay focused on him, so every evening I am to spank after dinner and to spank in the shower. Fifty spanks to each butt cheek, both times. Because the spanking accompanies other things Sir has me do, the only time I don't spank is when I'm on my period.
That started yesterday. But, yesterday was just emotionally hard so I still just wanted to spank. I did my shower spanking and let Sir know. Well, hello. DOM bells go off at that. Sir was very happy I could still spank while on my period, so I got another spanking with him. Sir spanked both butt cheeks 96 times - each.
...And sub bells go off at that. I felt so free floating and deeper in submission at the same time. How does that happen? That you can go higher and deeper at the same moment?
I'm always amazed when I realize I've given Sir more. More of what is still a bit indefinable. More of me? More control? More access? More submission? All of know is that Sir could have asked for anything last night and it would have been his. I was so free of holding onto anything I called mine.
Thank you, Sir. SSO
That started yesterday. But, yesterday was just emotionally hard so I still just wanted to spank. I did my shower spanking and let Sir know. Well, hello. DOM bells go off at that. Sir was very happy I could still spank while on my period, so I got another spanking with him. Sir spanked both butt cheeks 96 times - each.
...And sub bells go off at that. I felt so free floating and deeper in submission at the same time. How does that happen? That you can go higher and deeper at the same moment?
I'm always amazed when I realize I've given Sir more. More of what is still a bit indefinable. More of me? More control? More access? More submission? All of know is that Sir could have asked for anything last night and it would have been his. I was so free of holding onto anything I called mine.
Thank you, Sir. SSO
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Love Our Lurkers
Hello there. This is Love Our Lurkers day! It should be a national holiday. This LOL day was started by Bonnie at My Bottom Smarts to encourage those who mainly lurk the blogs, but not leave comments, to come out of hiding and participate in the community.
It's fun really. I'm committing myself to stop being such a lurker and more of an active participant again.
Lurker, lurker, come out, come out, wherever you are.
Also, if you are new to the blogosphere, visit Bonnie and let her know you are a newbie. She can introduce you to lots of people!
Celebrate LOL Day!
It's fun really. I'm committing myself to stop being such a lurker and more of an active participant again.
Lurker, lurker, come out, come out, wherever you are.
Also, if you are new to the blogosphere, visit Bonnie and let her know you are a newbie. She can introduce you to lots of people!
Celebrate LOL Day!
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