Sometimes I feel so small. So broken. So needy. All I think of doing is cuddling up in his lap. And feel his comfort. Feel the re-assurance of being his.
Sometimes I feel like that little girl. So scared. So helpless. All I can think of doing is melting into him. And asking, "Sir, please hold my hand."
Feeling particularly weak lately. Feeling alone. Feeling so out of control. Spiraling into a not so good place. I knew I couldn't ground myself. Knew if I let it continue, it could end up hurting us. Finally, I asked. Sir, please hold my hand.
Sir J recently wrote a post about the intimacy of holding hands. It so beautifully portrays how I have been feeling.
Love & SSO
am so sorry that you are feeling so lonely and low but it is lovely that you have the support of your Sir...that he will always be there for you...hope you start to feel better soon...smiles
ReplyDeleteThank you, blossom. I am so fortunate to have such a wonderfully supportive Sir.
DeleteI too am so sorry you are feeling this way and hope you feel better soon. Happy you have your Sir to hold your hand.
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Roz
He is unbelievably supportive. I am fortunate.
DeleteThat is beautiful and I so understand Florida Dom posted this on his blog. And we all go to that place at times.. where we need that extra backbone supporting us,
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ara
Before I met Sir, I would drown in that place. Now I know he will be there with me.
DeleteI'm sorry that things are so hard right now. They probably won't be better tomorrow, but they will be better. I'm so glad you and Sir have each other - that won't make hard time go away, but it sure makes it easier to endure.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Elis. It is true things will be better. Before Sir, I would not believe things would be better. He helps me see with much more clarity.
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