Sunday, January 22, 2012

To the Morning, Part II

I wrote a short little bit here about the session with Sir yesterday morning.  Those lines pretty much sum up the morning, but here are the details.

My schedule has been absolutely horrible lately.  Working late during the week and some on the weekends.  It has really cut into the time I have been able to spend with Sir. 

By the end of this past week, I was frazzled.  And mid-week I actually thought, "I just wished I could go home and let Sir use me."  Use me hard, actually.  I felt like that is what I needed to relieve the stress that has been building. Ever heard the saying, "Be careful what you wish for?"  LOL.  I'm a believer now!

Yesterday was the first day in weeks and weeks that Sir or I didn't have some kind of commitment or obligation on our time, so we were able to spend more time together.  I think we probably both needed that intensity to blow the lid off the pressure that had been building.  And Sir didn't waste any time getting there.

The butt plug was inserted and then clothespins put on my lips.  NOT the lips on my face.  Yeah....those lips.  Three on each lip.  A clothespin went on each nipple and then several more on each boob.

Then the spanking started.  I was okay for the maybe the first half of the first round on the first cheek.  Then, it started getting hard to concentrate.  By the beginning of the first round of the second cheek it was definitely hard to concentrate.  See, I have to count out each spank. And I was having difficulty doing that. By the end of the first round on both cheeks, I think I was sweating.  And I could feel my muscles start to tremble.  I was just trying to cope with the pain.  And the minutes just kept ticking away.

By the end of the second round on the first cheek again, I was definitely sweating, plus I was breathing hard just trying to concentrate on counting.  I got through the second round of spanking on the first cheek, but I was losing it.  Quickly.  All I could think though, beside trying to keep count, was there was absolutely no way I was going to ask to stop.  It really was what we both needed.  Badly.  We needed it badly.  But, the minutes just kept ticking on.

Thoughts of my own obvious lunacy kept popping into my head.  I just kept thinking, "We both need this."  Shortly into the second round of spanking on the second cheek, the pain was blinding.  It was all I could do to keeps from ripping those stinkin' pins off me.  But trust me, I was calling them just "stinkin" at the time.  My gawwwwdddd. I thought I was going to die.

I lost count.  The pain was so blinding I really couldn't concentrate on what number we were on.  I told Sir so.  He told me what number.  I must have repeated it.  We continued with the spanking, but not for much longer.  I don't know when we stopped.

Sir had me get back in bed.  And we took the pins off.  At this point they had been on awhile.  OMG! I'm sure I screamed.  I'm sure I screamed some profanities!  Not my normal habit, but OH MY GOD, it hurt.  The pins came off the boobs first.  With each one that came off, I think my anxiety rose thinking about how much it was going to hurt when they came off my lips.

The whole time Sir was telling me how much I had pleased him.  He knew how intense that was for me, but I had pleased him so much by taking that pain for him.  Calling me his good girl. Finally, the pins were off my lips as well.

And I can't really describe the feeling that flooded me.  And I mean flooded.  It was like euphoria.  It was amazing.  I was so happy that Sir was so pleased.  I felt like liquid joy.  Like I was a pool of water and Sir had his hands in the water.  It was amazing.

Sir said something.  He probably asked how I was feeling.  He always asks how I am feeling.  I don't know what my response was, but whatever it was it made Sir think I wanted to stop.  I told him I didn't mean I was ready to stop, so we continued.  We didn't continue long though, or at least I don't think we did, before I was really out of it.

It was a beautiful morning.  I was so happy to be able to give to Sir what I did.  I was so happy that he was pleased.  I love making Sir happy.  I love pleasing him.  I am so happy to give him what he needs.

Thank you Sir

Saturday, January 21, 2012

To the Morning

Pins on my tits
Pins on my lips
Plug in my butt

Oh My God, am I nuts?

 *Cliff Notes analysis coming soon.

My auto-correct is on to me

On the way home from work yesterday, I did something I rarely (wished I could say never) do.  I was chatting with Sir on the drive home.  I don't type when I do this. I use that handy speech to text function.

He didn't know I was on my way home.  He eventually asked, "are you still at work, or are you on your way home?"

I replied, "I'm almost home, Sir."

The phone auto-corrected to "I'm almost home to serve."

LOL.  Six of one.  Half a dozen of the other.

But, I'm telling auto-correct is on to me.


Wednesday, January 11, 2012

How's a Girl to Work?

Tell me people....How's a girl to concentrate on work when her Sir is tormenting her with words and pictures of what he wants to do to her?

Thanks to the wonderful technology behind smartphones, Sir and I often get to chat during the day.  I love being connected to Sir during the day.  It always makes me feel so close to him.

Sir was particularly chatty yesterday.  Actually, Sir is always chatty.  He is a communicator, which is something he is helping me with.

The day before yesterday was an especially difficult day for me.  Those pesky family issues.  I find myself so burdened by them that I feel I'm drowning.  Sir is like my lifesaver.  He keeps me from going under.  I think he really has no clue just how true that is.

Anyway..... I don't know if yesterday was an attempt to keep me from spiraling into those dark thoughts, or if Sir was just in a mood (yeah, you know, that kind of mood).  Either way, he certainly kept me from spiraling into those ugly places and spun me, alternatively, in an entirely different direction.

He kept my mind quite occupied with scenes and possibilities, desires and fantasies, wants and wants more....

Here is an excerpt.  This is how Sir torments me.

Sir: i love thinking of the things i like to do to you and that you love what i do to you
9:35 AM i love to think of standing before you and slowly unbuttoning your blouse button by button as the anticipation builds...and then i remove your blouse and your big boobs are encased in your bra
  and then i unfasten your bra and tell you to present your boobs to me...and you cup your boobs and ask me to take them and use them for my pleasure
9:36 AM and i cup your boobs and start playing with them and fondling them and caressing them and squeezing them until you start to moan
9:37 AM and i ask if you are wet and you say yes sir so i pull your slacks down and and then peel your panties down until your full bush pussy is before me and i put my hand between your legs and insert my fingers and you are sopping wet
9:38 AM and then i take my fingers out and suck your juices off of them and then get another batch and feed you your juices. Sir: and then i attach a leash to your collar and lead you to the couch where i put you over my knee for an OTK spanking with the spatula i just bought for this purpose
  first i rub your ass to get it ready and put my hand between your legs to see how wet you are getting in anticipation of the spanking
9:46 AM and then i start the spanking, methodical and hard as you count each one ..i start slowly and then increase the speed until you can barely keep count
9:47 AM and i keep spanking,  and your ass is getting red as you swing your legs and i tell you to stay still
9:49 AM i take a break and rub your ass and then i continue until you are a bright shade of red
9:50 AM and then i get you up and lead you to the bedroom and tie you spread-eagle to the bed and as i pick up the spatula again, you know what is coming -- a pussy spanking. and it makes u gush thinking about having your pussy spanked.

And that's mild compared to some that came later.

I was getting a little shaky from the nervous thrill of just reading the scenarios Sir wrote to me. The man effects me people.  Seriously effects me....  And I love every minute of it.

Thank you, Sir


Tuesday, January 10, 2012

My devotion...

among other things, is because he tells me that I please him.


Tuesday, January 3, 2012


I'm not sure if it is coincidence, if Sir "stalks" my comments, or (more than likely) Sir and I just like the same things, but I got my pussy spanked two times yesterday.

Oh, that is the beginning of a very good year!

And you may wonder why Sir wouldn't know how much I enjoy being spanked like that.  Well, I have this thing about not telling Sir my preferences.  I guess I would liken it to topping from the bottom.  To me, TTWD really is about what pleases Sir.  I am so happy so long as I am pleasing him.  So, I don't attempt to direct anything that happens in our sessions.  About the only thing I ever ask is if I can change positions, which means can I get off my knees.

I've never told Sir this.  He'll know now.  LOL. And I'm certain if Sir doesn't like this, it will change.


Monday, January 2, 2012

Happy New Year

I hope everyone has had a wonderful Holiday season and the New Year is off to a great start.  I've been absent for awhile.  My work schedule has been absolutely insane.  Working 60+ hours a week.  And on call every other weekend to boot.  

It has really put a dent into the amount of time I've been able to spend with Sir.  That's been the toughest part of it.  Don't get me wrong, we still spend lots of time together.  It's more like a torrent turned into a trickle.  Well, more than a trickle. LOL. But, I guess Sir and I are both insatiable.

Lately, Sir's schedule has been crazier than mine.  It was difficult not being able to spend as much time with him.  Sir always seems to find time, though. Which amazes me.  If I had to keep his schedule, they'd be carting me on a stretcher before too long.

We made up for lost time this morning, though.  LOL.  Sir took everything he could this morning.  I love when he leaves me, quite literally, just depleted.  I love giving Sir everything he wants.  I love making him happy and pleasing him.

With the New Year usually comes some reflection and thinking about the future.  I thought about how my life has changed this year being with Sir.  He brings so much to my life and I'm so thankful for him.  I'm happier, calmer and more stable than I have ever been. Sounds funny to say the man who ties me up and spanks me is the most normal and balanced addition to of my life.  I have loved the time I've been with Sir. I love serving him.  I look forward to the coming year with Sir and all that it will bring.

Thank you Sir for all the wonderful things you give to me.  Although I serve you, submit to you and obey you, you give me so much.  Happy New Year!