Thursday, April 5, 2012

Shake it Out

I've been going through some personal turmoil.  Stuff related to family craziness.  Always gets me so off kilter.  Sends me off on a train ride, but not the Crazy Train.  This train is much darker.  Causes me to doubt myself to the core.  Question my worth.  I'm too damaged.  Far too messed up for the effort.

Sir is being so supportive.  So kind and reassuring.

I wonder if this is really a narcissistic personality trait?  Somehow I make what someone else does ultimately all about me.

I heard this song yesterday.  Thought some of the words were fitting.  I got my phone out to make a note of the artist and song - only to find out I had already noted it twice before.  Ummmm...maybe I should really take note!

BTW...I hadn't watch the video before.  It's kinda.........kinky.

Florence and the Machine - Shake it Out

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa


  1. You are worth the effort. I've often felt too damaged myself, but as someone pointed out to me, that's not true. Everyone has baggage, issues that need to be dealt with. Now you have your Sir, so you don't have to do it alone :)

    1. Thank you for the encouragement, faerie. It's an adjustment to not deal with my "stuff" alone. I'm so thankful that Sir is so supportive.

  2. Sorry your going through some personal stuff at the moment. I hope things are easier for you now.

    Loved the video - hadn't seen it either. Thanks.


    1. Thank you for your kind words, Ronnie. Things are better now. I had a light bulb moment yesterday!

      And thank you for letting Sir know about the malware warning on my blog. I hope the problem is taken care of.

  3. I'm so glad you had a light bulb moment my good girl. I hope you will blog about it. And am looking forward to spending time with you on Easter.