Thursday, August 30, 2012

We Manage

In our LDR.  We manage. 

To talk to each every morning and every evening.  Well...there are a handful of times when that doesn't work out.  Like when Sir is visiting family on an overnight visit.  Or when I do the same.

But 99.99999999% of the time we manage to talk every morning and evening. 

And text throughout the day.

Some days I don't get reception at work.  That's frustrating.

And I miss him so much during those days.

Some times so much so that I feel like I could cry.

But I don't let myself cry.  Because that is just a silly girl thing to do.

Cry.

Sometimes I just wished I could let myself do a silly girl thing.

And cry.


SSO

10 comments:

  1. What's wrong with being a silly girl on occasion? I'd say nothing is wrong with it, so go ahead, be a silly girl :)

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    1. Probably nothing in the world wrong with it!!! Just so hard to let myself go.

      :)

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  2. Go ahead...you will feel better. I really admire the strenght it takes to be in a LDR. I am sometimes silly and cry...it does get a little easeir!
    hugs abby

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    1. Thanks, Abby. We usually well. I guess I've just been feeling a little down lately.

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  3. LDR's are so hard!

    I've been without my hubby for a month and it SUCKS! Unfortunately he's not a phone kinda guy, either, so no satisfaction there either.

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    1. Ohhhhh....I hope you are reunited soon.

      Hugs.

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  4. I feel for you- we are going to be apart for 2 weeks in Spetember- dont know how I will survive.

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    1. I hope the time apart passes quickly for you.

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  5. hm, i see BIKSS quite often, but not easily. the wife and family have to be gotten round. and i work funny hours.

    sometimes i'm a silly little girl too.

    plus, he can't call and chat regularly. so we text a lot.

    and when i really need to hear his voice, is when i'm most prone to being silly and crying. sometimes i manage not to, but when i let go and give in, i don't scold myself for it.

    i've accepted that it's allowed. you should too :)

    hugs

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    1. Thanks for the hugs. I'm so lucky that Sir loves to talk. He is definitely the better communicator.

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