Writing helps me process. When I was standing at the brink of beginning this journey I wrote a post to help me process how I felt about taking that first step in really experiencing this lifestyle. So, here I am again processing these feelings. What is this I'm feeling?
What is this feeling when I wake up in the morning and my first thought is how I will email Sir and let him know how much I want to serve, submit to and obey him.
What is this feeling when Sir puts me to bed and I know his is the last voice I will hear for the night?
What is this feeling when Sir calls me good girl or tells me I've pleased him?
What is this feeling when I hear that distinct notification on my phone letting me know Sir has sent me a message?
What is this feeling when Sir is away and I achingly wait for any type of connection with him?
What is this feeling when Sir puts me on my knees and has me serve him?
What is this feeling when I feel a certain soreness in my body and a smiles emerges on my face as I realize it is a mark Sir has left on me?
What is this feeling when Sir has totally spent me, taken all he can from me, but then tenderly cuddles me and puts me to bed?
What are these feelings?