As our circle of knowledge expands,
so does the circumference of darkness surrounding it.
Albert Einstein
I am in the beginning stages of finding out just what level and what facets of this lifestyle I want. What fits me. Through all the reading and research and browsing and lurking, I have found some things that definitely "speak to me." Sometimes the reactions to these things I feel this affinity toward is so strong it is shocking. As I gain this knowledge about myself, my wants, my desires, I am finding there is much more left unknown. Each new awareness seems to bring with it a plethora of unanswered questions. Insight not yet attainable. These unanswered questions comprise the gamut of past, present and future.
How could I have not known this before?
What am I going to do about this?
Where will this lead me?
I know where the answers to these unanswered questions lie. They lie in the dark circumference. It won't be until I push further and expand this present circle that I'll have more answers.
They say a journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step and you are taking those first steps.
ReplyDeleteYou ask how could you have not known this before. Well, sometimes it takes time.
And you have already begun doing something about it by blogging and reading blogs and exploring.
Hopefully, this will lead you to the kind of relationship you are looking for.
Good luck on your journey and if you wish to discuss it in greater detail, feel free to email me.
FD
FD,
ReplyDeleteI have that exact quote written on my whiteboard at work. I thought about it while I was writing this particular post. Ironic, huh?
I was actually looking at your profile recently and ordered one of the books you have listed as a fave: Erotic Surrender - the Sensual Joys of Female Submission. Can't wait for it to arrive and to start reading it.
Don't be surprised when you get an email from me!
How interesting that you have that exact quote on your whiteboard at work. I think that quote will be on your head often as you continue the journey on discovering the joys of female submission.
ReplyDeleteAnd hope you enjoy the book and that it will help you to understand your submissive feelings.
I will continue to follow your blog. You write well and I like watching a so called newbie discover her submissive side.
And I hope you do send me an email and we can discuss your journey in more detail.
Good luck. I think you are going to find exploring your submissive side a very rewarding experience.
FD